Well you know that my uncle passd away. Well my grandmother passed away as well. It is so hard to cope with it all. Especially since it all happened so very close together. Why does it happen like that. I mean aren't you supposed to have time to morn and all. Well I like my family but the ones that have left (hopefully for the better life) are no longer here. Why can't life be easier? Oh well I guess God has an answer for all lifes questions. But it seems so hard to look his way sometimes. Oh well I guess I just have to get over it and start some time soon before I crack. Well Have a blessed day to you who have read this. I guess I have questions like most everybody but my one question is why can't I here the answer?

Love you,

Tina

Well I am in a kind of funk right now. I don't know weather to cry or not to cry. I am having a little bit of a hard time over this little situation. For some of you who do know my Uncle Johnny Mejia Passed away the Saturday before Easter last month. All I can say is it should never have happened. He was the youngest of the 4 brothers. There are also sisters as well but he would be the second youngest out of all 6 of them. My dad being the eldest. But you all don't know is that he had cancer very very bad. He had it all over except for his brain of course. But what you all don't know is, is that my Grandma Nenie just passed this Monday in the after noon and they are going to have a funeral for her tomorrow (4-3-08) at 2:00pm. The sadest thing about al this is that they died way too close together. I am going to miss them bunches. They were my favorite. I only have two more favorite people that are still alive my Grandma Dora Mejia and my Aunt Diana Mejia. They are the only ones I care way too much about to let any thing happen to them. I miss my two favorite people though that just passed. I am having a hard time with this. One minute I want to cry the next minute I don't. What is wrong with me? Am I supposed to feel like this or is it always different for everybody. The Other two people in my life I could not stand to let go are my mom and dad. That would hurt me so very much if they were to go soon. But the ones that would devistate me would be my husband and my little sweet princess. I wouldn't know what to do with my self if any thing became of them. Well that is enough blabbering on about death. I am just to sad at the moment to think straight. Well I'll talk again when something iteresting comes my way.

Love you,

Tina